I have behaved badly in lots of ways over the last year. I think in part of what I have been doing in my art is trying to find some goodness in myself, when I started to doubt myself. I also know that there are a few more apologies I will need to send out in a few different directions. I feel like rubbish but prayer helps me change these patterns. I think we are all made up of the same experiences and expectations and ideas and goals and some people due to circumstances get access to these lessons sooner than others, some things I may never understand. I feel like I am way ahead of the crowd in some areas and way way behind in others. We might all get it right by the end if we live long enough. I went to a funeral yesterday for a good man who I didn't know very well (I was there for his family more so). But on a brochure in the church my brother pointed to me and it said something like " if you can't find any good people...be one". Thing is there are loads of good people out there. I am one too. Many of us would like the people around us to have the same opportunities to gain the most out of life - whatever this looks like and however this comes about.
Brisbane visual artist